So I'm working through 'call' today a bunch. What happens when what you are called to do seems to not be so successful? What if you are called to do something that ends up tanking? Did you mis-hear your calling? Did you drop the ball somewhere in fulfilling it? What if you had a calling that changed and you missed the redirect orders? That'll keep you up at night. I hear so often, "I'm not sure what my calling is..." So, are we not listening closely enough, or listening for something we hope to hear and missing the bullhorn God is using to shout in our ear? And what if the thing you are called to drives you up a wall and down again becasue you can't seem to do it quite good enough to meet your own standards, to quell the restlessness inside?

I'm confident I'm doing what I'm called to by God. In fact, I've never been more sure of it. These are questions that I've asked, that I continue to ask, and most likely will ask until God calls me to be a forest ranger in the wilds of somewhere and my only job is to make sure a large plot of timber doesn't burn to the ground becasue of some knot head hiker who lets the fire burn too long. With that in mind...thoughts on paragraph one?